Standing Ovation

kejadian di kelas 1C hari ni. sebaik saja msk klas, 1 bdk duduk dkat pintu.

ME: kenapa duduk d blkg 1 org?
BoyX: cigu J suru..
Aman: bauk dia tu teacher...(dlm ht xmau la siasat dgn lbih lanjut,sbb smua bdak d kls tu stuju BoyX bauk...hmm..)
BoyX: tiada air hr ni di rumah kami teacher.
ME:o yaka..bsok mandi harum2 p sekolah k...


**nyanyian DAYS IN A WEEK- demo dr saya**

tetiba dapat standing ovation. out of my expectation. wow. i really sing that well? atau dorang suka lagu ni? atau dorang mengolok-olok jak? :D

the 1 that got away....

few days ago, around 1.00 a.m., this number texted me an empty msg. The next morning, i texted him back asking who it was. n below were our chain of textings.

01383976xx : who am i?who are u???

me : u texted me last night around midnight. so unless u're a tooth fairy, i really dont know who u r.

01383976xx : haha, freakin funny. i saw that movie. dwayne johnson. cool guy, nice body, good lookin. make sense though. :P

(suddenly this annoyed me, although i find his good English very appealing,hehe..)

me : whatever dude. next time u hav time to msg random people, go get help ok?


01383976xx : aye, im your dude now? wokaay....


I wanted to reply him but then again, I think if he really knew me, or wanted to, he would try harder right? haha...so that was that.



He thinks he's cool, good looking and has a great body. Like Dwayne Johnson. If he really is, I guess i finally have someone that has got away. Dwayne Johnson. Damn.....>.<

Lost Then Found - Leona Lewis ft. One Republic Lyrics

LOVE AINT THE ENEMY. LOVE CAN BE FOUND AGAIN. :)

Leona Lewis - The Best You Never Had (lyrics)

confessions of a brave girl...

bunyi cengkerik... bunyi kereta limpas skali skala jak... rumah ni kosong... sunyi sepi... 4 bilik smua kosong. sy d ruang tamu... btul2 sunyi.... ku terfikir, bgini ka org sebatang kara... bgini ka org yg teda sapa2... bgni ka org dtinggalkan atau meninggalkan? bgini ka dlm kubur??? sbb...akhirnya kt smua pun ke sana jgk... masyaAllah... mendengar nafas sendiri... ku mau serap kesunyian ini...tp, beraninya aku... sendiri... tanpa pendamping... ibu bapa, lima beradik, anak buah 3 org, kwn2 saudr mara rmai...tiada satu pun di sini... 'masalah ni jo'...ku bdialog dgn dri sndri... ku xpnh xda sapa2 bgni...bingung aku jd nya. apa yg mesti ku rasa? sedih? takut? selesa? aman? damai? menangis? mem 'bz' kan diri? hmm...

hakikatnya.... aku x sunyi...buat apa mau cengeng...(pdhal mau menangis sd ni) sunyi tu luaran saja kan..... dlm ingatan, rindu, hati n perasaan ini.... ada mereka semua...

tidak ada depan mata. ada di hati. ada bah. ;)

akhirnya ada jgk perasaan yg patut ku rasa (nah, sd...airmata mngalir sd). sunyi ni m'buatkan ku lebih mnghargai semua yg hadir dlm hidupku... dia yg di sana, dia yg di situ, mereka... semua la diorang tu.

jd...smpai kt jumpa lg, kalau umur panjang, ku mau pesan dgn mereka smua tu............................. aku sayang kamu.

Masa sdh 11 lebih.... ngam untuk tidur... mudah2an besok masih ada. Good night, sue, u brave girl.