So it is the first week of 2nd semester of school year 2011. Time flies but I've achieved lots :) I am thankful to Allah, the most Giving n Merciful...(wah..bersukur nih..hihi) Honestly,i am happy of where i am now. I love teaching,honest to God i love how it makes me feel inside... when u teach so much, u feel wonderful much more... n hey, im dealing with year 1s by the way, those 7 year olds..my bread n butter! ;) I talk abt them with other teachers (n these discussions we have abt them opened wider perspectives). And after deliberating them fr the 1st semester exam, it's not like they did extremely well, n make me a happy n proud teacher, only a handful got As in mainstream class for English..all in all, the results i got shows what i expected; average achievement. I've detected some issues that i need to handle in the future..it's alright, teaching is like loving right? aand i quote...

Anyone who loves only to expect being loved in return is wasting their time...(i hv no recollection where i heard/read it from).

So what if they'r still struggling on following written instructions,forgetful of vocabularies learnt, n aren't that focused/motivated enough in learning a 2nd language..little by little, they'll get there..hopefully...i will pray fr them more..they need all the help they can get...i am worried yet it wont stop me to work harder...and when they still can't read n speak like proper English speaking kids in the cities like KK n KL, it's ok...i'd still be on the left column labeled WAYS TO SOLVE...

The power of Now

The title? it isn't like me at all... but it isn't what u think it is... Right now i'm at a point where i am the center of my universe. Everybody else (who are my peers) seems to be happy with their family, their partner, their kids,etc. i realized that when the time comes, what they are doing will be exactly what im going to be doing..they r living my future.
However, for the moment, i am my own universe... im what u can say is comprehending myself..im living someone else's future..im not going to regret the past and i am never going to worry abt the future.. that is though eh? but it's something that can make us peaceful for the moment..it is now that is most important thing to do for the betterment of the future...gonna b practicing on the power of now..:)
When we make wrong decisions, it is hard for us to forgive ourselves.. I never thought that life can be unfair. Everything happens for a reason.. And maybe the mistakes we made is what makes us better in life.I'm thankful for making mistakes but it would only remain as a mistake if go round doing it again right?that's why, ladies n gentlemen mistakes r what people call lessons we can learn from...n basically what i preach in my blog (my experience my teacher).

hey hey hey....

this entry will be the starting of a lot more entries....ngee~

me want to write again...
me want to monologue again...


i have a lot of things i need to share...before i go busy bee again...

me want to blog again..

but for now, i need to sleep bah.. huhuu~ chiaow <3

KPLI Reflection

Wow, it's like I have the remote control macam dalam movie 'Click'... Time flies and here I am...i have completed my KPLI with a fulfilled, satisfied feeling... There were many ups and downs, both professionally and personally... Well, that is what 'experience' is for... As I sloganized in this blog 'experience is teacher'.

A must to mention here is that I am now a changed and a better person (I hope). Right when i finished KPLI, Kursus n interview, I posted a status in my FB as follows:

KPLI is over. I'm now a changed person. I might say I'm now a better teacher, yet I'm more of a better student. Thank U IPG Gaya, the lecturers, Mr.Lourdes Nagarajan,TESLians (will miss u guys soo much), fellow KPLI trainees, my students, SK Inanam Laut, and Sang Kancil friends for this experience! I've learnt a lot. TQ!!!

Well, that sums it all for now...;)

BIG annoying Q: Bila Kahwin??

How funny it is to annoy an already annoying person??hakhakk...;) Yes, I'm an annoying person in most circumstances. i ask questions a lot and my mother often says, 'si penyiasat ni, pigi tanya polis lah soalan mu tu". But nowadays people tend to ask me "when r u getting married?" and i get annoyed by it! Just because all other people in their tempurung little world is getting married, they expect EVERYONE should join the club a.s.a.p, they'r acting like "fashion victoms" for weddings..i'm like, get a life! Like i want to live yours anyway?? I mean there are a lot of things i want to do before getting married because half of the things in my list do not include "getting hyped over an overly priced wedding where everybdy becomes nosy n such, living in not in yr own place, having kids i cant afford to take care of, borrowing money (from my parents), asking money (from my parents), having to look after,please, and make sure everything is perfect for the husband 24 hours a day, etc." When you are mentally and emotionally not ready, you end up fighting all the time with d guy u sleep next to every night. It's better to make sure you are with the right person who ur happy to accept all of his qualities and even flaws. Also, I notice that marriage is a hard work and Im a big fan of PREPARATION. Just like a lesson plan u know...if u plan a good lesson plan with all the right methods and materials, even the scariest student can be tamed, and everybody's happy at the end of the lesson. We would even make a song about it~! Dadadaa~~