So it is the first week of 2nd semester of school year 2011. Time flies but I've achieved lots :) I am thankful to Allah, the most Giving n Merciful...(wah..bersukur nih..hihi) Honestly,i am happy of where i am now. I love teaching,honest to God i love how it makes me feel inside... when u teach so much, u feel wonderful much more... n hey, im dealing with year 1s by the way, those 7 year olds..my bread n butter! ;) I talk abt them with other teachers (n these discussions we have abt them opened wider perspectives). And after deliberating them fr the 1st semester exam, it's not like they did extremely well, n make me a happy n proud teacher, only a handful got As in mainstream class for English..all in all, the results i got shows what i expected; average achievement. I've detected some issues that i need to handle in the future..it's alright, teaching is like loving right? aand i quote...

Anyone who loves only to expect being loved in return is wasting their time...(i hv no recollection where i heard/read it from).

So what if they'r still struggling on following written instructions,forgetful of vocabularies learnt, n aren't that focused/motivated enough in learning a 2nd language..little by little, they'll get there..hopefully...i will pray fr them more..they need all the help they can get...i am worried yet it wont stop me to work harder...and when they still can't read n speak like proper English speaking kids in the cities like KK n KL, it's ok...i'd still be on the left column labeled WAYS TO SOLVE...

The power of Now

The title? it isn't like me at all... but it isn't what u think it is... Right now i'm at a point where i am the center of my universe. Everybody else (who are my peers) seems to be happy with their family, their partner, their kids,etc. i realized that when the time comes, what they are doing will be exactly what im going to be doing..they r living my future.
However, for the moment, i am my own universe... im what u can say is comprehending myself..im living someone else's future..im not going to regret the past and i am never going to worry abt the future.. that is though eh? but it's something that can make us peaceful for the moment..it is now that is most important thing to do for the betterment of the future...gonna b practicing on the power of now..:)
When we make wrong decisions, it is hard for us to forgive ourselves.. I never thought that life can be unfair. Everything happens for a reason.. And maybe the mistakes we made is what makes us better in life.I'm thankful for making mistakes but it would only remain as a mistake if go round doing it again right?that's why, ladies n gentlemen mistakes r what people call lessons we can learn from...n basically what i preach in my blog (my experience my teacher).