Tomorrow. And then Friday. It's like waiting for Eid after long challenging days of Fasting and patience... It will be worth it...Whatever result it might be. I am hopeful, praying and happy that my wait is finally going to end. It's like I've been waiting and not realising that I was actually an umemployed person for months! ;)
After my contract ended in SMTT in December, I applied for GSTT earlier this year, it was later in March that I found out I wasn't qualified because of my age. Yes, it was the sole reason I was rejected. I was informed that they now have a new ruling that GSTT applicants must be 24++ year olds. I do not know why. So i never bothered and applied for KPLI and DPLI, and decided to wait, while I tutor kids at home and a few thru the internet. No income, as sorry I could possibly be, but thank Lord my parents understands.
My stay at home had been meaningful and a revelation for me. Meaningful because I have finally learned to get along (communication-wise) with my parents. I have always been a stone headed, middle child, who never listens, demanding, and the oh-so-rebellious type!(I did made my mom cry a few times when I was a teen and am NOT proud of it). But my 24-hour stay in this house after i graduated had somehow made me feel important, needed (I helped around, and cooked), and I had more time to not only spend time with my parents, cook for them, but also TALKED to them. I can suprise myself by saying that they are my FRIENDS now. How it happened, I can't describe it with words but looking at what I have been through for the past months, time is all you need.
I am glad with the time I spent on whatever I did lately. Because when the time you're waiting for comes, it's worth it, and is always meant to be.
